mojmu cukrčku... (14)

...moj angel...
...moje hrepenenje...
...moja strast...
...moj medvedek...

...moja ljubezen?...



II hate you, but I still love you, I can't help myself. You broke my heart in a second. I want to cure it, but I can't becouse you're not here with me. Why aren't you here with me? I know the answer, you hate me. You don't want to see me...I don't know what is wrong with me. Am I not good enough for you? Tell me what is wrong... I can see the way you look at me. But I don't know what that means. Do you love me like a friend or do you really love me like a girl or you just hate me that much. I really don't know what I think about you. Sometimes you're so nice and everything, sometimes you come to me, saying: Hey what you're doing...But sometimes you're acting like you don't know me or you just look at me with a different look, like before. I know that you know that I love you, but I can't tell you that in your face, becouse I don't know what will be your reaction. I'm scared to tell you that. I know what kind of a guy you are... You don't know what you want. I wanna see you again and someday I will come to you saying: HELLO YOU FOOL I LOVE YOU<3*

♥ Včasih si želim, da te ne bi nikoli spoznala, a sem te!♥ Večkrat preklinjam tisti dan, ko sem spoznala da ti ti tisti, a ta dan se je zgodil!♥ Večkrat se sprašujem, zakaj ob tebi diham hitreje, zakaj se počutin, kot da letim?...♥ Večkrat bi ti rada povedala, da te imam rada, a nimam moči, tega enostavno ne zmorem! Zdi se mi da tvoja ušesa ne bi slišala mojih besed... Imam te resnično rada, sedaj vem:(! Do tebe čutim nekaj lepega in prijetnega. Nekaj velikega. Neskončnega, posebnega, nekaj samo mojega...in nekaj, kar bi rada delila s tabo. Ampak zdaj sva že tako daleč...Zdaj se je v mojem srcu nekaj razvilo. Ampak ne ljubezen...trpljenje! Veliko mi pomeniš! Si moj zrak, nebo, moje malo vsolje, moja nedosegljiva neskončnost...kako naj ti povem? Morda si me ljubil, si me želel, toda vedela nisem...kako naj vem? Tvoji pogledi me strejo težko jih je vračati. Strah me je, lažje je pogledati stran. Zaspala bom in pozabila na vse..Ko se bom zbudila bom zagledala nov svet in v tem svetu tebe. Takrat ti bom povedala koliko čutim do tebe! Zdaj bi rada pozabila na vse...Delala sem napake, katerih se ne da popraviti, nesramna sem bila, nisem te ljubila..Ampak vedi da te sedaj ljubim!! Zavedam se kaj govorim in to bom uresničila...Zate...***♥...in zase.



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