There is still no blog for me... (7)

...so I write here...

There is no love to pretend that it's all right with me, when someone makes me feel worse than I would feel, when I'm withou that person in my life...

That is not love that I accept you come and go and come whithout telling me, that you won't be there as I call you, when I miss you.

I see no love if you forget about me, every time you want to run away for a whille and you are not suppose to tell me, you just need it and I'm thinking hour and hour, what a hell is wrong between us and why you just don't mind. What did you want to tell me and what is going on...

I don't understand just picture, I need an explanation by words to know, what did you mean. But I feel so horrible, something is so deam wrong.

Those thoughts are killing me, I'm getting down with that all that in a past grew in me, I'm not allright.

Feeling sad, feeling bad, feeling made.

I just want to sleep and forget about all that happened in that, that you call love.

I've got such a bad day today, I'm feeling sad. And I want to run away, just for a while, to forget, how I feel that right moment. Moment that I hate.

Try to make me feel good, never again so bad, if you just love me for a bit.

I know, I will try to forget all that, if it is going to end, but do not forget, don't ever again make me feel like that.

It is in your heand, other steps are mine. I'm going to become glade. Wanna forget about that. Do not remind me. It is to much sad.

Objava: maaaja  | 07.02.10 / 23:01

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